The truth that couldn’t be said.
I was different, from everyone else. I was shy and quiet. I don’t swear. After army however, I changed drastically. I’m more assertive and open. I figured that this should be the way to go. Further which, the friends I hang out with are very similar to how i was and this should not be … Read more
Broken time.
A while ago, I’ve been told by my grandparents that my aunt had sacrificed her youth to foster me up. It made me pretty perplexed and somewhat depressed. I felt like I’ve been a burden to people ever since and I try my best to never do that. To be considerate; not to be late, … Read more
Ache.
It’s sad, really. Looking back at photos. We used to talk for hours on the phone, laugh and play and think hell fuck the world. We’ll do what we want, we’ll be what we want. Now, we’re not even friends any more.
Agenbite of Inwit.
One of the best phrases under-used. Probably because the general people fail to realise their very own problems within themselves. Being intensely introspective may say much about your strong opinionated character and get you significant loathing. I’ve lost, my best friend since high school. Yet, I’m not blaming her. I blame myself for not being truthful since … Read more
A flash of believed abstraction.
We could have realised. The conception of the general theory is not merely an influence, it is an epidemic condition and a plague. __________________________________ An idea strikes after negotiating a series of hurdles. After which, a distortion is futile. Chancing upon the light I thought I’d seen, or have I not? _________________________________ Good way off the … Read more
Rationality.
I know that sometimes, I’m too straight forward. A little tad too much. I try to be as sensitive as I can. In the event where I get over the board, I’ll apologise. How many times have we done something wrong and apologise for what we’ve done? We all have limits and I can’t possibly … Read more
La Rumeur interne.
Have you guys ever wondered what is your raisons d’être? It was never easy to do anything so that by itself shouldn’t be a raison for not trying at all. ________________________________________________________ I was fostered by my Granny and Aunt. The only recollection I have of my Dad is that he used to teach me stuff like Billiard and … Read more
Amour secret.
Sometimes I deeply ponder, do I like you just because you resemble my ex? I really hope not because that is just screwed up in so many levels. It has been 3 years now. My ex and I had done and been to many places so basically everywhere I go just keeps on haunting me … Read more
Aplomb of a professional musician.
Been a while, I know. Been so annoyingly busy till I can’t sleep. Anyways, I recently got distinctions for my -Guitar (Trinity Hall) -Violin (ABRSM) -French (Elementary 2) I think I’m awesome. I’ve been working too hard and I know it. I go to the gym twice every week. I have higher Japanese, French, Violin, … Read more
Manifesting objectives.
Sometimes, life ain’t all about giving it your all, trying ridiculously hard, getting to the tip of the iceberg, the good, evil, rights and wrongs. The major part of it is probably relations. Your relations with people will imply the prominence of your mark. The mark that will deem your existence in the real world … Read more
